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Ok i'll admit that I neglect writting in here but who really cares? I'm getting some new pics posted tomorrow so that should be cool? I'm turning freaking 20 and I'm scared shitless about it! I need ideas for the party or if there should even be a party at all. I guess I'll just get my close friends together & chill at my house for a bit then go out to eat somewhere like at chilis or red robin. Oh yeah I forgot to mention I've been taking a GED prep class for a while & i'm pretty confident that I know the material. I'll pass it no prob, hopefully before my B~day. Wish me luck!

Oh and I did this thing for a friend Maybe she might read it maybe she wont. I'm still going to post it.

One day that I will always remember would be the day that I learned the meaning of Regret. I woke up like any other day. Got out of bed, showered, shaved, & got dressed. little did I know of what was to come.

I have a best friend named Chris Walsh. We didn't see each other too often but that was okay. We have gone a year or two without saying Hi or "hanging out". We had just started to be friends again after not talking for over a year.

Thats not to bad, I was going to go over to his house after school and hangout with him. I didn't do that. I didn't even call to tell him I couldn't come up.

I got up a week later and got out of bed, showered, shaved, & got dressed like any other day. I got a phone call right as I was reaching for the phone to call him. I was told that my friend, my best friend as long as I could remember, had commited suicide. That was the day that I will always remember as the day I learned the meaning of regret...